Illaborate

Welcome / Whats your name baby can I take you order

but before you take a sip let me tell you bout dis order,

sit down, take a seat, no stress, it’ll be good for ya.

Its not often you get to see another side of me, ‘31, still shifting plates, its all about me

done this shit since i was ‘17

never been a poet, but in this space, bruv i’m about to be, still moving mad, being creative, lyrically, undoubtedly.

Ain’t never had to speak on my practice did it all behind the scenes but when the fucking curtain falls its all the devil wants to see.

white eyes, white ears, white nose, its all i fucking ever answer too, try to do your best but you’ll never really deep the truth.

Come in, drink up, lets dig a little deeper,

funny when that “white” rave was run by a black speaker,

played the game said yes and no politely and yet still the wanna spite me,

event manager, marketing assistants, its clear they never liked me.

Cos the joke is, i’m just a self-procliamed fucking promoter, got all the skills in the bag to do your jobs twice over.

So I dont need a title and I dont need long term commitment,

just come to the night sit down and fucking listen, get up, dance, and maybe go fucking crazy but dont miss the bigger picture,

its allways been a space for my crazies, and my LGBT sisters,

welcome to this mad theatre,

shoes on the dance floor hurt,

tears and blisters,

This ones for the boys who ain’t ever kissed us and the ones who may have missed us,

If gay sex is the weapon the i’m fucking pulling triggers,

hold tight black and black love, stay strong cos its all in us,

if they call you a faggot, remember these words cos mate we are all winners,

even if the church says your sinners, don’t listen, there just acceptance beginners.

Now thats all said and done, lets get back to spitting politely,

would you like another drink? can you tell me if you want a lime or ice please?

na, fuck it, my special, long-island-ice-tea

again its about me,

of course you can have a straw, especially cos you asked nicely,

enticed b?, rhymes hard, precisely, the vibes building nicely, so lets slow it down

wonder after this interval if you’ll even like me,

a glmipse into the life, you’ll defo get it if you try, see

fully glad your on a level,

like lil nas dancing with the devil, this is truly something special

Not another trauma narrative, just some shit thats on my mind

I dunno if i told you this but apparently mines got two sides,

so if you want to meet the other me, sit back, enjoy the ride

Listen closely i’m gonna tell you something intimate

I don’t know what i’m doing here but all I know is my journey ain’t finished yet.

Boom, mind blown, last round, let me give you the damage, luv if i swung your way of course you could have it, mate don’t walk away are you sure that you’ve paid?, oh, bar shut, go take your seats, go on sit down, are you dumb? can’t you hear the theatre getting loud.

All the doctors wanna know how i deal with my anxiety, but i just sit back and tell them theres bigger problems in society,

No mans an island, lets get this ship moving, black oppressions world wide, so don’t call me stupid, just jump on the movement.

Ik heb echt het gevoel om Nederlands te spreken met deze track, but nodoboy’s ready so i’m a just fall back.

If London’s my city, Amsterdan is echt mijn staad.

& thats just on me sitty pretty,

little fem, little gritty,

half-bipolar, half just silly.

bars make boys wanna touch their willy.

,,, this performance once in a lifetime

didn’t ever want to lead you on, lead you astray, or even into this dark array,

but hey, shit happens and this is my everyday.

Heres my number if you wanna collaborate

White tumblr girls is my shit, my thing, bad bitch, cocaine

This is my mood pretty gift wrapped and packaged, i’ll teach you about sustainability, if you really back it -